less TV, more reading
less shopping, more outdoors
less clutter, more space
less rush, more slowness
less consuming, more creating
less junk, more real food
less busywork, more impact
less driving, more walking
less noise, more solitude
less focus on the future, more focus on the present
less work, more play
less worry, more smiles

breathe

night got totally ruined yesterday :/ woke up today and was still in a bad mood. i cried myself to sleep last night and wokeup still tearingup as soon as i thought about it.

i feel totally suffocated and like i'm held by a chokehold.  everyone who has responsibilities (bills to pay, children to take care of, parents to take care of, gfs/bfs to worry about, etc) probably feels like that.

sometimes i wish we had no responsibilities or anyone else to worry about other than ourself ..

hopefully today will be a better day

WASSAAAAAAAAAAAP.

 i'm so happy :] this week is turning out to be pretty darn fantastic!

at first I was really upset and regretting that I had to leave early on Wednesday but I so am glad I'm back home in Antioch [:

cause 1) i got to make it to connie's presentation
2) JASON AND JONATHAN SHOWED UP AT MY HOUSE TODAY [:

if I didn't come home I wouldn't have been able to see them ^ ^

WSASPPP LOL.
 : ) I really am blessed to have such great friends ;0 people find all kinds of way to get in touch with me even though I disappeared off the map/radar with no phone. 

today while I was at home Jason and Jonathan showed up my house without notice it was the bestest surprise ever haha. 

They told me they've been wondering where I was and decided to come today *hoping* that I'd be home , lol.

I felt so special because there was no other reason for them being in Antioch, so if I wasn't home it would have been a complete waste of time.  Since Jonathan lives in Walnut Creek and Jason lives in San Lorenzo (almost an hour away).

Jason was really sick too =O he had body aches, fever, soreness, everything.  He looked so miserable T_T but he said today woulda been the only day he could visit so he forced himself out of bed and was aposed to meet up Jonathan at Walnut Creek then drive to my place but he was too weak/sick to do it so Jonathan had to drive to San Lorenzo and pick him up then drive here. 

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i love 'em

SO FREAKING EXCITED TO SEE VEONG ON SATURDAY

PRETTY FANTASTIC WEEK I'M HAVING

ps. i watched hunger games for the 3rd time.. hah